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BacardiIt's a rainy cold night  and tangerine waterdrops gather on my window  illuminated by refraction of the sodium-arc streetlamps  that interrupt my only peace.  Sleep.  But in this liquored haze  these rain beads become will o' wisps  orange fireflies  gliding down my window  to oblivion.  And I realize  maybe they were born of the orange juice and rum  sliding down my throat  a rain storm of juice and jazz chasing my sorrows away  and drowning them in the dirty streets  of self-destruction.  Destruction is born of rage.  An act of hatred.  Crash.  Sc Bacardi
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Journal Entry: Sun Aug 7, 2005, 12:48 PM
So, yeah. I started having anxiety attacks last weekend. I've had them before.. I remember having them even when I was young. But they usually just lasted for an hour at most then went away. But last weekend, they lasted all day long. Friday, Saturday and Sunday I just couldn't breathe.

Monday it got a lot worse. Before it'd just been problems breathing.. but Monday night I started to get really, really irritable and anxious and nervous. Plus, when I got to Cyberia it was really hot in there.. I find that being cool helps keep me calm.. But yeah. I couldn't find anything there to keep myself distracted, so as much as I hated to had to leave. I ended up going home and made myself go to sleep.

Monday afternoon, I went to the doctor. I got prescribed an anti-anxiety/anti-depressant. They've helped me, I can tell.. but the side-effects are weird. Like they make me feel dizzy and sleepy. Kind of drunk, actually. One morning this week I woke up and had a panic attack. Another morning I woke up and felt like I was drowning. So, yeah. Side effects, bad. Medicine, good. Going back to school.. can't wait.
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  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: MSU
  • Interests: horror, action, and drama movies; video and computer games; school, and just life in general.
  • Favourite movie: Kill Bill vo. 1 and 2.
  • Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative/Alternative Rock
  • Favourite artist: ~ashtina, so far
  • Favourite poet or writer: Stephen King
  • Favourite photographer: Dorothea Lange
  • Favourite style of art: Abstract
  • Operating System: Windows XP Home Edition
  • MP3 player of choice: I wish.
  • Favourite game: At the moment, Disgaea
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation 2 or SNES
  • Personal Quote: Definitely not "Hi, can I help you?"

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~Irvanovich:iconIrvanovich: Jan 29, 2005, 8:30:02 PM
Hey man! I could always use a new character...just depends on if you want to create it, or if you want me to create it.

If you want me to create it, then all I need from you is the name, if you want him to be good or evil, human or otherwise, as well as whatever fighting style you want him to use.

If'n you want to create one yourself, then use Mikael's character development sheet (found here: [link]) as a reference. That's what did...all I did to his character was change him up to suit my style of writing, and to make him fit in to the story a little better.

Thanks for the interest, man! Talk to ya later!

Irvan

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~Myria-Calima:iconMyria-Calima: Dec 14, 2004, 8:33:58 PM
Hey Nathan!!! Azrael-Corvin told me I could find you here!
~Ashtina:iconAshtina: Aug 12, 2004, 3:11:32 PM
Hey Nathan! I found you~!! *poke* :hug: See you later~

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~photophobik:iconphotophobik: Aug 12, 2004, 10:57:12 AM
Okay...I think I finally got this friends list thing under control...

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~foreverlove-midnight:iconforeverlove-midnight: Aug 11, 2004, 7:54:23 PM
Nathan! Found you. Hope to see some of your stuff up here soon. Later

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~foreverlove-midnight:iconforeverlove-midnight: Aug 11, 2004, 5:56:41 PM
Hey babe! Good to see you!! Later.

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~photophobik:iconphotophobik: Aug 10, 2004, 11:57:16 PM
Whew...this DevArt thing is all so new to me. I'm so lost! :clueless: :cries:

Oh well. I guess I'll get the hang of it eventually...I hope. :sniff:
`lucias-tears:iconlucias-tears: Aug 10, 2004, 11:13:30 PM
welcome to dA! hope you have a great time here!

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